The start of a bi-polar mad man

Start over blog, found that I am have been wanting and waiting for some miracle that my ex-wife would come and take me back. Depressed I have been alienating my current wife. Yes, I am an ass and have been for the majority of my life. Here's the beginning, of a hopeful change of my attitude towards my religious conflicts, my guilt with my current wife, and finally getting over my wrongfully but inevitable divorce with my ex wife.